My Mother had been deteriorating with some kind of dementia and it was hard to watch, especially for my lovely Dad. My sister and I agreed it was a pity our potential baby brother was miscarried when I was 3. I witnessed what happened when Mum lost him at 3 months. With 3 siblings, we could have shared supporting Mum, Dad and each other. During the HR session, my lovely practitioner Sharon identified 3 earlier experiences underlying my loss of coherence when I was 3. Suddenly the hairs on my arms went up and a frisson of energy filled the room.

Sharon sensed it too and asked: "Hattie, what's happening?". It was our baby brother. Prompted by Sharon to "say something", I said "I love you" and the energy cleared. He had gone, but he is there to support us whenever we need it. I told Mum about it. I think she might have understood something of what had happened. Dad and I were with her when she died. I felt it was a positive death, like giving birth in reverse. I was reassured, able to support Dad and to assure Mum that she didn't have to be polite; she could move on and reunite with those she had lost and grieved for. Mum pops back from time to time, looking younger, happy and twinkly. It's wonderful to see and hear her in my dreams and to sense her warm, loving presence in waking times.

After Mum's death, I knew I couldn't not study HR, become a practitioner and share the wonderful gift of Holograpic Repatterning with others.

I could tell you the tale of my 51 year old Tortoise who was becoming increasingly manic, anorexic, and obsessive about a cast iron drainpipe and needed a Decision Making Repatterning...but that is another story.....read A Tortoise's Tale ».